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Bring on the rain & bring on the thunder

Sunday, December 30, 2007
sherite posted at 12:34 PM

Go ahead, walk on by
You don't know I'm alive -

Bought New Moon yesterday :D I know that Mandy and Suee both have the book and can lend it to me but I could hardly wait any longer. Stayed up till 2am again to read it and CRIED. I was so shocked! I didn't expected myself to cry so easily, but it was the part when Edward left Bella & she slowly sunk into depression. It was so so sad.

Meanwhile, dinner was excruciating yesterday. All because I saw you at the mrt station. It was so awkward and I was surprised that I felt a certain pain inside of me emerged when I saw you. I missed the times we spent together as friends.

Anyway, ever since I saw you, I couldn't stop thinking of the past. When my mom and I went to Plaza Singapura to meet up with her bestie for dinner, my mind was somewhere else. And I was aware of how rude it is to not laugh and listen to my mom's bestie, Desiree's stories, but I'm not the kind of person who can pretend like nothing has happened and fake a smile when something's troubling me. When I'm troubled, it will show on my face.

As we queued up outside Cafe Cartel, my mom patiently and intently listen along to Desiree's recent updates and I was trying so hard to focus but I just couldn't. Eventually I gave up and told them that I wanted to go to the Times Bookstore to buy New Moon. I wanted to have some alone time to think things through.

What if I had greeted you at the station? What would your reaction be? I wanted to know how were you and how's school but I chose to run away. I guess I was completely caught off-guard at the moment I saw you :/