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Bring on the rain & bring on the thunder

Sunday, March 30, 2008
sherite posted at 12:08 PM

Try as I might

Ah Ma had two heart attacks last week & didn't even realised it. She broke out in cold sweat & had difficulty in breathing for both occasions.

& now she's in the hospital. Doctor says that we have to be prepared as her days are numbered due to her weak heart. Broke down countless number of times in the hospital yesterday. Cried until no more tears would flow & I'm left with a throbbing headache.

Just when I've stopped crying, something would trigger, & I'll start again.
All we can do now is to visit her in the hospital everyday & make her happy. I felt so bad cos yesterday when she saw that I was crying, she quickly looked away & held back her tears.

& when I fed her milo, her whole body was trembling in fear. She was so afraid that she has to leave this world soon.

Lying on the hospital bed was my Grandmother who took care of me when I was born till 7 years old. The strong-willed woman who always stands on ceremony & refuses help from people even if she can't handle it herself.

I will continue praying everyday, in hopes of a miracle. Please pray for her too, if you've read this post.